Tuesday, February 19, 2008

One year later...

Some days it feels like just last week. Other days it feels like a lifetime ago.

Some days it feels like a brick smacked me in the face. Other days it feels like it's just a part of reality.

Some days it feels like it's just a part of everyone's life. Other days it feels like I'm the only person on the planet that's lost a parent.

Some days I don't even realize it happened. Other days I think about it every minute.

Today I remember every detail. Today is much harder than I thought it was going to be. Today, the weather is exactly the same as it was one year ago. Today, it is real.

"And you now therefore have sorrow: but I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man taketh from you" (John 16:22)

5 comments:

Heather & Adam said...

I have been waiting for your blog today. I love you and am here for you. I know your dad is with you today. You can take comfort in your family, your sweet boys, and your friends who love you.
XOXO.

Gypsy said...

"Perhaps they are not stars in the sky, but rather openings where our loved ones shine down to let us know they are happy." ~ Eskimo Legend

We love you Jess!

cathy said...

Hey hon. I lost my dad too. I so wish I could sit down and hug you and talk to you. Losing my dad utterly changed my life! I can never go back to the "way it was." I just try to get though each day, week, month as best I can.

I am so sorry.

Chatter said...

I am sorry about your loss.

Big HUGS (())

Catherine and Dustin said...

I can't imagine what it has been like for you. But I do know this...you are a strong person with friends that love you.