It's not always runs and new experiences. It's not always an open future and new opportunities. Some days...it's looking behind me and mourning.
I can't smile everyday. I can't think positively everyday. I don't feel good everyday and I'm not strong everyday. I'm only human.
Right this second...I can't smile. I can't think positively, I don't feel good or strong. Today...I just feel sad. Really...sad.
Tomorrow morning my feet will hit the floor and I can only hope for a better day.